I am Drifting in a sea of sadness
not even drowning leads me to madness,
and you don’t know how to comfort me
which reverses my very sanity
I hate myself for asking too much from you
but I keep wishing you’d show me your love is true,
And I won’t need to beg you to make me feel,
that our love is obviously and actually real.
I detest how much I need your affection,
And I cry over your lack of appreciation
Of who I am and what I do and desire for us,
I hope our relationship will not turn to dust.
Fear consumes me due to this uncertainty,
if only your love can save me immediately,
and hopefully you will not be too late,
for then tears will stay a part of my fate.
Aug. 19 2015